Many of you have known me as a strong, outspoken, assertive, dominant woman is Second Life. My dominance, however, is only a part of myself; and one that I have cultivated at the expense of the other part of my D/s self — my submissive side.
For years I have sought someone who understood that I need both dominance and submission, and who can let me be dominant to the people I already am dominant to, whilst asking of me that I be subordinated to him or her. I thought I had found that someone with a Mistress I submitted to two-three years ago, but unfortunately that situation did not flourish.
Today, and after an exhaustive (and exhausting) search for that someone, I am happy to announce that I may have found him.
Over the past few weeks, I have been talking with three dominant men, making sure they have the full picture of who I am and what my D/s needs are before committing firmly to one. After two other candidates did not follow up their words by acting and claiming me, only one kept interested, bore with my elusiveness, and finally made an explicit claim to me. I thought it over, and after setting my mind at ease, I finally said yes.
I am happy to announce that I have found someone who will take care of my submissive needs, while letting me continue being the lady of my family, and Mistress to my three wonderful girls: DJ Persona. I only hope that our time differences will not be an obstacle to much exploration — and kink — in the coming weeks.
I hope you will understand if I sometimes am dressed in ways that would seem contrary to my admittedly feminist stances. To be clear, I believe that as women we should be equal to men in a civilised, modern society. That is not in question. More than being and feeling a woman — my socially sanctioned womanhood — I need to feel female.
I won’t go into the minutiae of the distinction between womanhood and femaleness; it is a long, philosophical, and semantical disquisition that strays from the purpose of this post. In short, my womanhood is fulfilled as the head of my family and as Mistress to my girls. Under my Daddy’s guidance, I strive to rediscover my femaleness, drawing from his guidance and learning from his strength. As always, I will keep posting as events unfold.
Love,
Anne.