I'm done. For too many weeks, I have been patient, waited dutifully, moped, and pined. I've been had, once again. I had thought I had found my guy -- the Dominant that I could call my forever owner. How wrong I was. How wrong I was to assume I could ever be happy, that I … Continue reading I’m Done
i am broken today i used to think i was something speciala precious vaseheld up in the highest shelfso all could see me too much heartbreak shook the shelvestoo much betrayal tilted themtoo much disappointment pushed me off balance todayi lie lowmy heart broken its pieces scatteredmy soul battered bruised reeling from the bitternessmy self-esteem … Continue reading I am broken today
I am still reeling from the results of the American elections. My throat is sore from screaming into a pillow on Wednesday after knowing them... But damn, was that a good catharsis. That same Wednesday, a good friend of mine also showed me something that I had failed to see. Amidst the flotsam, there is … Continue reading The way forward
Here we are again, 4 years after the US elected a sensible man -- albeit a bit on with the years -- being subjected to the psychodrama that means yet another US election cycle. This time, if the electoral trends hold, it will be the Republican candidate's turn to occupy the White house for 4 … Continue reading The US did it again
This post is likely to bring some flak on me. It needs to be said, however; not only because it must be said, but also because hypocrisies must out, regardless of who commits them. Israelis and Arabs are both on the wrong side of history in Lebanon and Gaza. There, I've said it. There's no … Continue reading Palestine and Israel: a Problem with no Innocents
Here we are, discussing about the big C, again. This time, it's not about my mother anymore -- this time, the Big C is on me. Yesterday, I received the results of a biopsy I had done on a suspicious-looking mole on my back: The mole that was extracted was a malignant melanoma, stage 1A. … Continue reading Reprise: The Big C
Sometimes, stress gets to us in weird ways. It may show up as a permanent state of hyper vigilance, always looking out for the next drama bomb to explode and bracing for it; other times it can show as constant weariness, lack of energy, and a sensation of futility about one's life and purpose that … Continue reading Burning Out: Why Taking Breaks Is A Good Thing
When one spends a significant amount of time in an open-world, online metaverse like Second Life, sooner or later there will come an opportunity to express thoughts, feelings, impressions and actions through text in a roleplay context. The craft of conveying this in a terse, detailed, emotionally involving whole is called emoting, and that will … Continue reading Emoting, or, The Art (And Science) of Expressing Yourself Through Text
Ever since parting ways with Per, to whom I wish all the best, many things happened in my life. I found a new Dominant, and, more importantly, I have been dealing with The Big C. In case you were already thinking "The Big C? She must mean chastity, is she in a belt?" let me … Continue reading The big C: No, It’s Not What You Think, Perv.
Prey to the summer’s slump, I took much glee in perverting “I’m Too Sexy” by Right Said Fred. Imagine the following lyrics to this song’s rhythm: Right Said Fred – I’m Too Sexy (2007 Mix) – YouTube I'm too slutty for your cumtoo slutty for your cumcum's going to leave me I'm too slutty for … Continue reading OT: “Too Slutty”
